Friday, May 13, 2005
wed lost my wallet..!! haix..so sad lo..sori 2 say but i not upset abt e money or ez link card..those i can pay my parents back..but i sad abt e wallet n e neoprints inside..!! sigh..so sad lo..sobx..den suppose meet baby de..den end up cant meet cos no money n ez link card..haix..but he came over 2 fetch mi hm..hee..THANK YOU BABY DEAREST..!! but... haix..he n i noe wat happen aft dun wan 2 talk abt it... thx every1 4 showin ur concern 4 mi..hee..my darlings..baby..n classmates..*quite surprising..* hee..but glad tt i seen another side of them..hee..
HAPPY EARLY 27MTHS ANNI BABY DEAREST..!! hee..tml my anni..den wan go out de.. parents dun let lo..argh..!! so angry can..dar serene's parents let her go out till so late 2 day..i noe i not suppose 2 compare..but tinkin abt it make mi so upset..they tink tml i'll haf e mood 2 go out wif them? FAT CHANCE..!! i'll b so moody..haix..i said i gg out no matter they allow or not.. act my cousin ask mi 2 use his name..he dun mind cos he noe how i feel..haha..thx cousin..but i dun wan cos no use..i noe they wun believe..n.... plus wat's e pt? i wan my parents 2 accept him... argh..!! i cant stand e pain anymore..they say they wan wat is e best 4 mi..but den im hurtin so badly..!! how can dis b e best? haix... mayb im childish n all but i seriously need a life..!! cant believe my mum said tt now is e time 2 make more frdx 2 choose fr...n guess wat? how m i suppose 2 do that when i go sch..fin sch..go hm? crap la..life is so.....PREDICTABLE... im sick n tired of dis..i wan 2 try 2 b indepent..but when i do..i end up makin a BIG FAT FOOL out of myself..haix.. juz like wed.......
2day is final day of orientation..well..its a grand finale..accordin 2 e leaders..sia la..make us stay back..den e whole performance i onli liked abt 2 parts..haha..but ok la..thx them 4 puttin in so much effort..yupx..heex..den suppose 2 haf a party called 'jam n hop' i didnt feel like gg.. mayb i shld haf stayed den i wun haf felt so irritated now..haix..oh ya..thx dar serene help mi tied french plaits 2day..hee..though it wasn't tt tied..but i believe its nice..hehehe..thx..*huggies* hmm..i wan 2 say i haf great classmates..!! hee..though sometimes irritatin n lame..but they make mi laugh..hehehe..esp my gd frdx..!! hee.. during e break btwn end of sch n e start of e performance we played bowling..!! haha..not bad..fun..hee..though i cldn't play tt well cos e shoe kind of irritate my injured toes..haha..so dun tink i was on form 2day..nvm..hope next time we play again..hee..
I LOVE YOU TOO MUCH TO HURT U...
haix..wat shld i do?!?!?!?!?!
thinking of you @ 8:34 PM